I wonder about the impact I’m having.
I think about it every day.
I crawl back into what is simple, into what is easy, and I try to rationalize with myself.
I try and tell myself that I am doing the best that I can.
That what I am doing is working.
As I stare at the empty page of my planner,
Wondering what I can write down.
Wondering what I can say that will, perhaps,
Make a difference.
And I come up empty.
For today, anyway,
I still wonder about the impact I’m having.