Simple Thoughts

I wonder about the impact I’m having.

Seriously.

I think about it every day.

I crawl back into what is simple, into what is easy, and I try to rationalize with myself.

I try and tell myself that I am doing the best that I can.

That what I am doing is working.

As I stare at the empty page of my planner,

Wondering what I can write down.

Wondering what I can say that will, perhaps,

Be meaningful.

Make a difference.

And I come up empty.

For today, anyway,

I still wonder about the impact I’m having.